Tomorrow we are getting on a plane for L.A. and escaping town for a little while. I am glad to get away, but we are at each other’s throats a little. We are bitching at each other a lot… we are not used to being around each other so much again. We are struggling a bit again, but otherwise things ARE okay.

I hope tomorrow goes well as we will be away from the usual space. We are going to fly in and then go to Universal Studios for the night. The plan is to fly in, take the train up, then have fun for the day. I do not know if there will be a place to nap… but GOD I think I will need it. We have to leave home by 5 a.m.. Oi Vay!

Today is also my mom’s birthday. We sent some flowers as pretty much usual. I think we did not do it last year… which I think she thinks we think we blew her off. I felt bad about it, but last year we were suffering financially.

We are slo worried about Adolfo’s mom. She left for El Salvadore for some medical treatment fro her kidneys. We’re both a little emotional and he is worried a lot about her.

Adolfo is more connected to his family more than I realized for a while. There is a lot of love between them and I think it is sweet.

Okay, I am outtie.

I wish I had something exciting to announce or moan about… but I don’t. A is on vacation for the past couple days and I am off starting tomorrow for a few days. We are going to L.A. in a couple of days and going to Universal Studios. SHould be fun, huh? We’ll keep you posted with piccies!

Scott

Wow, we are getting ready for another vacation this month and I bought tickets to Los Angeles last night. It will be a one-day affair and we will train into the city and do any of several things. It’s just a quick get-away. I am thinking about going to Universal Studios or Olivera Street or something like that. Then have a nice dinner. Sleep somewhere???? Then fly home in the morning.

I will write more another day… xo

I have managed to get this bloody diary back into operation. The solution required a little flexibility, but alas you can see and hear me now. Just as this thing went kablooey I wanted to write more about a man I knew well who passed on. He was a good man and I wanted to honor him in an entry.

Estuardo was married to Rosa whom you can see in some of the older pictures in my gallery from when I was in Boston from 1996 to 2000. It was an honor to know him. Adolfo told me something about Estuardo that – based on the man I knew – struck me profoundly: “Maybe he was one of those angels you like?”

Yes, Rosa, you knew him better than I did. Profound or not, I had a rather pure vision of him. He was always kind and he was always as generous as you were in love and friendship.

Changing Subject:

Not to labor the grief I had for his passing. It’s time for life to move on. The same could be said with my little friend in Texas. As previously mentioned in older diary entries I had a falling out with Pumpkin Man.

We exchanged a few e-mails. He was a decent friend over all. But, the deception and lies of his life were factors I could not accomodate. I tend to be an honest person, or at least I try to be. I am too honest… but my deceptions are rare.

Changing Subject Again…

How do you like the new web site look? It will come together a little more and look better as I have a new computer monitor finally and can actually see the graphics I design. The colors of the Union 76 gas station are close to my favorite combination of colors. I want to paint my car the same colors.

I cooked for a wedding last weekend and it went very well. I brought along Keith and Adolfo who were MAGNICIFENT. I am glad I had people with me I can trust and it was like a great symphony! I was thrilled. We were working nearly 12 hours and with the money I made I got this new monitor. Ha ha ha… relief!

I could go on for a long time… so I will close this out now. Love, Happiness, and Prosperity to you all! I miss many of you muchly!

I am trying to get this working again

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Today I found out a freind of mine from Boston died. His name was Estuardo… he was a good man. He had a huge heart and was one of the best people I have ever known. “Why do the good die young?” I don’t know. Even as I type this my eyes are so swollen I can hardly pay proper repsect to his memory.

Rosa and Estuardo were a sexy, vivacious, diarmingly charming couple with two very handsome sons. Her family is amazing. These two people were two perfectly shaped puzzle pieces that fit.

He had cancer… I found out not long ago and I guess I took it for granted that he would be okay because he had a remarkable spirit. Rosa was a shining light… she radiated so brilliantly that I could hardly imagine Estuardo ever losing track of her.

God… I hope he is in a better place now and is looking at all of us remembering him.

I have been keeping very busy. School working, some assemplabce of a social life. Last night I want to a GodSmack concert at the House of Blues! Oh, I was pure bliss!

I was in the middle of all these skank breeders and saw a lot a skank women. One bitch almost got her achilles tendon cut when the tall cunt stood in front of me and kept flipping her skank Farrah hair all over the place.

Ugh… but I think thoughts like that gave me some bad Karma… because I got the shit beat out of me at work today. Ugh… I hate the fat bitch supervisor that was there. I want her road kill. BUT, she is too fat to get run-over or anything like that. Fat bitch, cunt, dyke from hell, cow.

How do I really feel?????

Anyway, I had a lot of fun there with Keith. The loser brought NO MONEY so he could do nothing after the show. I wanted to gamble, but I got the feeling quickly that luck was against me. ugh…

Anyway, I am heading to bed soon. Got work and school in the morning! Ciao babes!

Some nasty queen wrote a comment from the last entry… alas HE only gave me gas. Anyway, my buddy Keith had come over that night and we had dinner together. He brought a fantastic Pinot Noir and with it we had some pan seared scallops, tomatoe and lentil cous cous, and a spinach salad. It was yummy.

Since then, all I have been doing is going to school and working. I got hired for the wedding I had been interested in doing. It is in the beginning of next month and I am starting to get rather busy on it. I spent hours on the contract today and am waiting for their sign-off. Cross your fingers, because it looks like I am going to make something rather nice.

When it happens I will post pics on my www.halonet.net website.

Otherwise, things have been good. I am still working on my diet, but not really dieting. I’m feeling very fat and wish I had more than 24 hours in a day to get sleep and do the things I need to do. Today was bizzy and tomorrow is HELL!

Right now I am in class getting ready for a mid term, but I was thinking about Gary and some other people whom I wanted to send a shout-out to through my diary. The handsome and sexy Anthony from Chicago dropped me a line today and I was very happy for that!!!!

Anyway, maybe this weekend I can put some of my other thoughts out to the universe. I miss you guys… 🙁

I had 1/2 a bottle of pinot noir an hour and a half ago and I feel … fickin buzzed