It sounds like Adolfo has been enjoying his new job. It sounds like the move to Wynn was a good idea so far. I am happy about all of that… so it’s great that all things seem to be working in the right direction.

I ran to work this morning and was tired all day. You see… I have been down with a cold the last couple days and I have not had a workout in all that time. So, this morning was almost 5 miles and it really took a lot out on my body. I was pooped.

When I finally got home I farted about the house, watched Amazing Race on the Tivo, then dashed off to the tanning booth for a bronzing. Stopped at Starbucks on the way for a white mocha decaf, nonfat with no-whip. Came home after and took a hot bath with some scneted salts I had… yum! I washed, put on a mud maske, cleansed and moisturized; boy am I gay!

Goodnight my dears.

This has been a month of many changes. I have had to make a lot of changes inside my way of thinking as well as my outlook. As you may have read previously, I decided to recind my move to Seattle. I decided there were a lot of benefits to staying here in Nevada that I had to really consider though I wanted to live on the coast.

First off, NOT moving to Seattle meant I lost out on an important gig I wanted. But a problem for me was making that leap of faith. The guy I would have been working for was a nice guy, but maybe too sensative for my way of thinking and acting. I’m not the most PC person in the world.

Since this month began we have faced some other changes and even death. Adolfo’s freind officially committed suicide and was burried by family who may have been more interested in his life insurance than his peace. A freind of mine lost her child yesterday; she was 4 months pregnant. I am very sad for her inside, because I know she really wanted the baby.

It’s ties like these and more that can keep us here. Plus, there are no state income tax. We can earn money to live here and live at a standard we have becme accostom to. I have started looking at buying a home here. Me.. yes.. me.

No Allan, this does not get you off the hook. I should probably have never moved here to begin with, but look at all it’s paid off… I guess I cannot complain. I guess I have to smell the roses and see what I do have and see how I can make the best out of it.

I still want to move on. I still want to expand. I want to explore the world. I want to explore life… but for right now I am settling for mediocrity and security. ho-hum…

Not a lot has been happening, but at the same time that has not been so important. I built a desk in the office this week. It looks nice although it is not so roomy.

I am trying to organize a lot of stuff for us. Life, finances, and more.

Really sounds boring, huh? Oh well.. more to come eventually…

I have not added my 2 cents lately. Adolfo and I have been very busy with life right now and it has kept me away from the computer for the most part.

Last week we drove into Los Angeles and went shopping for some furniture. See, we have been saving some money for what should be ultimately a house… however we cannot seem to keep our hands off it entirely. We spent 1K$ at IKEA and then I tried surprising him yesterday with a surround sound system I found at Costco on a killer deal. We have watched HellBoy and Star Wars #2 since having it. Oh – my – God… it makes the movies sound so good.

Anyway, imagine buying stuff at IKEA means you have a week of putting this shit together. Argh… but most of it is finally done.

Adolfo is changing jobs this week. He has been working at the Bellagio for the last 2 years and took a position at the new Wynn Resort opening April 28th. The place promises to be the newest, hottest, next generation hotel/casino. So, I cannot wait to see it. He has already told me how awesome the inside is.

Mom called last night as I was buying the sound system asking what we were doing.. so I told her we JUST found out a friend of ours was found dead. They are saying suicide, but I have not heard a final verdict. He was such a sweet guy and we are stunned; Adolfo was devastated!!!!!!

If there is any other news I’ll let everyone know. Sending off our taxes this week… don’t forget yours. I procrastinate so bad!

I have been really busy the last few days and have had no time to get somethings finished… including my uncy ed’s web site. We got back from L.A. Saturday and I am still putting together IKEA furniture.

Anyway, I will post updates soon. I hope everyone is well. I am partially insane.

Scott

So, today I sent out an e-mail announcing the changes in my site. My cousin says it is very “deep”. ‘Deep’ in quotes seems to mask some real feeling about what someone is trying to say… like “wierd” or “queer” or “really wierd”.

I did send out a mass e-mail and had two responses since. Gary is my guardian angel and my ‘voice of conscience’ (as it were) who provides me a sense of security that there are sensible, kind people in the world like him. I really like this guy whom I never met… ha ha ha. We have been talking on-line for years.

Today we are planning on driving out of town for the night. I woke up early this morning to get my tax paperwork done for California. I finished several forms 3 hours after starting. Tom might stay behind as we drive to L.A….? I am desperately in need to brush my teeth right now… so I will talk to everyone soon.

xo Scott

I am so tired at work. Today I was in a mood almost the whole day. A couple of the women have commented that I am “mean”. Hormonal … #@!% ….

It really upsets me sometimes when people are the way they are and there is nothing you can do about it because the PC remifications can be too bitter a pill to swollow. Ugh! 2 are 4 mos. pregnant and another is just … well… she is working my eveery last nerve.

Not to sound negative… I really really love the people I work with. But, there are times when that love is tested. (sad face)… nighty night all.

Has anyone noticed that I updated this bloody site? Is anyone visiting? Ugh!

I did our taxes tonight and my eyes are strained. I want to pass out on the computer as I type this bloody thing.

News is that we are heading itno L.A. for a night next week and we plan on hitting IKEA on the way home. I want items for out bedroom and I want a shelf for the dining room.

Tomorrow I am going to pay bills and get more stuff done around the house. Ugh…

xo

The last couple days have been a little wierd. Adolfo and I had some time together and as usual we make the most of it when we do.

BUT, yesterday our plan was to have another couple over for breakfast and hang out. I started a fire in the fireplace, was making waffles with chopped bacon, etcetras. Well, they turned out to have a flat tire on the car, it was the spare that was flat which meant they had two flats… ugh.

We ended up going out to help them out. Lent some cash to get them by, then we got to talk for a while because it turns out they are having a hard time. Stop guessing… it’s no one whose pics are on the site… yet.

I feel like we were able to do some good that day. It felt good helping the guys out and we love them a lot like we do several of our freinds.

On another subject, I am so bored at work. So so so bored… because I am doing almost the same exact thing daily. I applied for another job so time will tell!!!! Yeah!

Happy Birthday Allan! I missed his birthday because I am a dumbass.

Kisses all!

I halfway expected notes from people this morning wondering about my entry last night… nothing! AND I am glad, because if you know me and read it you might have thought I was just venting. And I was… am… did….

Last night when I picked Adolfo up we went to the Paris Hotel and Casino and had drinks. I had my Godiva Chocolate Martni and he had his KirRoyal. I gambled, lost 50$, got very tipsey, ate a Rueben sandwich very late to sober up.. drove home nervously. It was great!

We go to Paris on occasion and just relax, having fun. I can highly recommend it and welcome anyone to come on along with us!

Anyway, what I did say yesterday was true… I am taking a new outlook on things. Anyone who feels I am not meeting THEIR expectations be damned. If you have an oppurtunity to lay at my feet… show me and I might snatch it up. Got that Tom? Got that anyone else who matters???

Awesome!