pardon my frustration

I was thinking today about how flaky so many people have been. Just trying to get people together seems like I am asking someone to donate an organ. But, there are still a few people that I have found a connection with.

John (Mexican John) has been my rock all year with friendship stuff… although he want to be a putz on occasion. Deb has not been accessible with all the stuff she has been up to. Meeting Perry and Alex has been a saving grace… so I can count myself lucky enough; a bird in the hand is worth 2 in the bush – as they say.

I have noticed I am obsessed with Burning Man 2009 and much less worried about meeting someone to date. Dating is relative… I met a guy and we hang okay but I do not think he looks at me like a boyfriend… which is fine.

Truth is I am too busy and he just just got out of a 11 year relationship. That does not add up together so well. BUT, it is nice we hang pretty well together. He and I have been flirting with each other for 3 years. Both of us were in relationships. I don’t know…

Check out my new blog/diary on Burning Man for 2009!

coolUpdate

I was way wrong about my previous map to BurningMan… I have the correct information now. It is 495 miles from Vegas and estimated 10 hour drive to get there. It is located 120 miles north of Reno of all places… not sure why I said it like that in my head… yes, I type what I think sometimes.

Talked to Michelle today and she was sooooooooooooo jazzed about her experiences there and there is a page on the Burning Man site with people’s stories about their experiences. One guy gave an interesting story and made me very very very curious! Oh, the stories are so exciting sounding!!!!

The map up top might be kinda small, so I have a larger version available here.

I also was cruising around to learn more about the event and found some pics. I told Michelle and she totally remembered the water truck. So, this and the many things I have read are making me so excited about this journey!

Wow

pondering

The week of finals is almost over. Can’t say it has been all that bad. In fact – I am counting myself fairly lucky. We had a lot of projects and and they are all done. My biggest challenge is under a teacher whom I admire highly and I keep falling down there: my java scripting class. I am just not getting it.

Everyone says… some day it will just click. Yes, I’ve had those moments. But it so frustrating as I slowly advance. I am looking to my future and want badly to be able to script in Javascript and PHP. …some day

Does anyone like the new art???? tap tap tap … is this thing on?

Sunday… again

Another weekend bites the dust. Today was a day worthy of the record books in some way, because it was liberating. Yes, the same party atmosphere at the private pool. But at the end of the night we were all shocked to realize it was 10pm.

I’m still a little inebriated as I write this. So imagine that my eventual trek into bed is going to be a challenge as I am still wired and still buzzing from the events.

Other news… I had a date with that guy last night. Code name Gabriel…. not his real name but he wasn’t to be anonymous. Let’s see how long that lasts with me. He declined to go to the pool with me today and that was prolly a wise idea. It was good though… and as of today summer is over on the books. If there is another pleasant weekend left then who knows?

I invited a lot of people for the day today… each and every one of them flaked. Las Vegas is a horrible place to try and make friends. People are so unreliable. Ugh…. it makes me sick.

Okay… I am going to try and make it to bed. night night babys

just-a-note

I don’t want to lose this article from Cheryl from some feminist that wrote about Burning Man this year. So, I updated my official page (linked at the top) and am working on a Tribal name from my people. Maybe I should make an official poster for my tribe as well?????

If you want to post on this blog let me know and I will add you.

Map It!

The journey begins! I decided to see where this was from here and having my GoogleMap at the ready, Burning Man is not all that far away. I am like an excited little girl. I am feeling the joy and excitement of the upcoming events.

romance gets a rug burn

As mentioned in several of my previous posts… this is an homage (sp?) to the end of Summer 2008. This was from our outing at the pool. This is Ben with me in the image. Damn, he is cute.

Dating wise… well, I got hit with a right hook this weekend. NOT LITERALLY! A guy I have been flirting with for the last 3 years or so became available and called me. We were both in relationships and there was this attraction that existed. I never anticipated it would go anywhere. He recently ended an 11 year relationship with someone… no not Ben. This guy will be called Gabriel because he says I cannot use his real name … I decided I would kindly honor that for now. So let’s see what happens?

Okay! I have more pics and will be updating the new gallery soon! Ciao for now bitches!

Burning Man 2009: Official Announcement

I am officially announcing an organized trip to Burning Man for 2009; man you got to do some things in life at least once. So, I will be adding a section of my site just for that purpose. I will come up with a name of our community. We will caravan out and rendezvous at the site.

Already a few people have intimated a strong interest. So, the end of Summer 2009 will be a new dimension in spiritual growth for me and the ethereal souls who will join me on this journey.

Here is an interesting article on the event as wll as the main web site for Burning Man if you want to read more. As this gets closer I will add some more links so people can learn more about it… I will be doing my own reading.

2009 will be a special year for me and I want to share it with others too. There will be joy. There will be an escape from the modern world. But hell yeah there will be an RV to sleep in… ha ha ha!!!