Yesterday was my first day back to work from my 1.5 week long vacation. Ugh! I know most people hate their jobs…. I hate mine. I like most of the people I work with… some are linked on my freinds list on mySpace. We’re all such an odd bunch. I have to help some people […]
Today is the last day of Adolfo’s vacation days and I pretty much reserved the day for him. We really did nothing. I made a nice dinner, we had a nice lunch, we did a little shopping… and nothing else. My distress at this relationship is mounting again. I think the longer you are with […]
There are days when one sees life twisted a little. Today was a really good day. I got permission from Adolfo to go to a pool party at the Blue Moon Resort and was able to relax and chill out. There were a lot of other fags in this clothing optional, men only resort with […]
I managed to put some bad mojo in the universe recently and have been suffering the last couple of days… usually by my own frustrations and issues. Today I blew my lid a couple of times and got so pissed off that I was literally shaking afterward. It’s all so fucking stupid. When I get […]
my outlet for expression has been on mySpace.com/[redacted] for the most part in recent weeks. it may even be considered an obsession. but, i ever since i started on mySpace i have been meeting and acquainting with some seriously interesting people. mind you…. i only get to know these people so deeply, but it’s been […]
Things have been good with Adolfo and I. Let’s see how long this lasts. We’ve done this before wherein I was ready to bail on the relationship because of his shitty attitude and my self esteeem issues and then like a rubber band everything prings back in the opposite direction. Somebody called me moody last […]
Last night we had a few guests over to help us celebrate our 5 years together. Which included the year we spent together in the early ninties. I think it all comes together. So, I did not get much sleep yesterday. I passed out after breakfast on the couch and probably could have slept through […]
it may not be worth bitching too much about. as usual i am pissed off at adolfo and i am about at the end of my rope with him. i find myself completely tired of his negative attitude toward anything. seriously, a week before our 5 year anniversary… i am ready to call it quits. […]
I talked to Gary this moening and he asked if I was okay having read my previous blog. I’m usually okay, to be honest, but Adolfo goes up my nose. I am not sure where we are in our relationship, there are a lot of factors, but I have long been bothered that he does […]
Life is so up and down… today I am feeling relly down. I get upset about the stupidest things and I let some things effect me to the point of physical and emotions fatigue. These are times when I sart questioning my relationship and my place in the world. I am so over Las Vegas, […]