So, yesterday was my last day at the Venetian. It was an awesome day, overall, that many people were sincere and sweet about their well wishes. I got a lot of very nice e-mail AND was given a beautiful cake and lunch thanks to Chef Long in the Pastry Shop as well as Chefs Enrigue […]
After a long winter, a long dead silence, I am coming to terms with the end of many things. Chief among them is the fact that Adolfo and I have separated. He moved out a couple days ago and is settled in his new apartment. The bizarre thing is that he is back where he […]
I know I have disapointed some people because I have not been as forthright in getting my diary updated. I have had less time. Life has been respectable and though it is tough at times, I seem to be managing better than a lot of other people. Well, there is a sense of catharsis I […]
I have been tired a lot and feeling overwhelmed constantly. I’m really driving myself into the ground. That or I could just need to go to the doctor. I take vitamins. I am exercising. I am trying to lose weight. I am trying to do the right things and it’s a climb up a steep […]
Valentines Week? Adolfo’s Birthday? All this crap and school on top of it all. Today is Monday and today is my Wednesday for work. Sucks that Inever get a day off, but that will change soon. I will escape at the end of the quarter for a little while which will be really good for […]
Well, after all this stuff from yesterday… Same tells me he is leaving to go back to O.C. tomorrow becasue some oppurtunities have opened up. I wanted to help him get moving in a positive direction, but I don;t know if I achieved any of that. I thought I was being a good friend, but […]
Last night Adolfo had some words for me regarding our house-mate. aka the squatter… aka the platipus…. aka Sam. I made a written agreement with Sam the day he arrived specifying some ‘expectations’ to the conditions of his stay because he needs to really be on track toward getting a job and getting his life […]
It feels like life has been very topsy turvey. I complained about Adolfo grinding my balls to dust recently, but I also decided I am the cause of some of my own troubles. I’d like to start putting some of the broken elements of my house together… and will. Between dieting, finding my focus for […]
Recently there has been a lot to feel “out of sorts” for because I am feeling the pressure of how I managed to set up my life. I am literally sick because of it. I also feel like it’s all sorta spinning around me with all the pushing and pulling. Adolfo is dragging me over […]
After work I met Adolfo at Kaizan, whcih is a Sushi place I like a lot. It’s across the street from the Hard Rock Casino down on Paradise and tases fantastic. I really dig it! You may have read my previous entry wherein I said Adolfo was possesed. He wanted to talk to me about […]