tuesDay

Just thought I would make a note. This year is passing slowly… yet one of my big milestones for the year is coming up… yes – Burning Man. I am looking ahead at the event coming in 41 days and wondering… what then? But with all the stuff going on right now… a distinct lack […]

a happy place

Okay, so I did a lot of grousing last night on here with 2 whole entries. Maybe it opened me up a bit and now I feel a little more expressive. I hope it is in a good way. I’m not alone, but life just seems like a daily struggle. It’s supposed to be a […]

1/2 way to 2010

Well, I have not written here in a while and have fallen away from it for a bit because things have been convoluted. My ability to relate my feelings or emotions get lost in this perception of “high drama” which is so not me. Anyone who would say I was just does not know me. […]

broken*Kaput

There has been a lot of things that have weighed heavily on me lately. Some of my demons have come back to haunt me and with all the pressure on my head it has become very prevalent. 1. I burned off the poisonous relationship with my father as I will with anyone in my life […]

Daddy Issues

So, if you have known me in recent years then you also know that I have valued my family highly. I have enjoyed a good relationship with them for a few years and with a few bumps in the road here and there I have managed to continue to value the foundation. I am a […]

The universe pooped on my head and called it snow!

So, this has been an interesting time and I may have mentioned on a previous entry about a perception that a lot of things in our universe are changing. Energies fluctuate and changes are made from that chaos. Sounds fluffy, huh? Not really if you look at it. There are one or two people who […]

So…. well, it has been a while since i wrote in my diary. I have barely paid any attention to anybody as well. What a selfish, no good bastard I am! I have been keeping very busy with the new job, dating Adolfo, and trying to keep life somewhat normal here. In my work I […]