I am getting a lot off my chest today. I should get my ass back to work…. When I told my mom that I had fallen out with my ‘dad’ and that my idiot brother-in-law decided to berate me in front of some family through email I heard something in her voice. It was disappointment. […]
So, this has been an interesting time and I may have mentioned on a previous entry about a perception that a lot of things in our universe are changing. Energies fluctuate and changes are made from that chaos. Sounds fluffy, huh? Not really if you look at it. There are one or two people who […]
This weekend was a lot about struggling with emotional shit. My mom was put into the hospital on Friday for a clot in her lung and an irregular heart beat. My step brothers and sisters really rallied. They did such an amazing job of coming together that I felt like I let my mom down. […]
Life has been decent lately with some obvious exceptions. I am taking a new perspective on life here in LV while looking forward to getting through this last year of school. Ideally I should be finished by the end of March. What’s next though? My job is working out okay. Wierd… with the projects I […]
Another weekend in the dust… today is my Monday and it is hard to believe I will be returning to school in just a couple weeks. I am looking ahead with anticipation and fear of this new challenge. It will eventually include subject I may have to struggle with like coding and “programming” as it […]
This has been a nutty month. I drove off to see my dad on Wednesday in California and help him iwth a new computer he bought. It’s been a couple months since he had it and managed to get all kinds of crap on it he did not need. It was pretty cool seeing him. […]
Once again I have managed to ignore and neglect my diary. When I think about the majority of entries on this in recent years they seem to have been the “bitch about Adolfo” or “bitch-bitch-bitch” pages. Doesn;t that just seem kinda negative? So, this week Adolfo and I drove from Las Vegas to Lake Tahoe […]
I have a flood of things that are on my mind. Since the beginning of this year, I have been thinking about a lot of stuff. It is a concern of mine that life, since I left Boston, has been filled with a lot of turmoil and questions. The thing is that I have been […]
I am worried about Sam. He worries me a lot. In fact the last few years he has been going topsy turvey through life. He is one of the most intellegent people I know, but has managed to get himself into a pickle of a “space” in life. He told me today… “I am ready […]