Today is my Birthday. This has to be one of the worst birthdays I can recall. This birthday generally sucked from the start. I picked Adolfo up last night about 1 am and he went up my nose then… he has been doing it every hour since.. at every turn. He does not intend on […]

As you can see, I have been making some changes to the site. This is supposed to be my swansong as it were, but I have said that before. I think this will be the last change to my site… but time will tell, huh? New pics coing later this month were supposed to be […]

I updated my Christmas List again. I am also working on keeping my head above water for the next few weeks. The holidays are going to be peachy again. Always it’s a money issue. Whatever… we plan on visiting mom for TG day then to my dad’s the next day. Dad still has not met […]

Money is a huge issue right now. I feel so pressed. Some may have noticed my last diary entry wherein I highlighted my freakout lastnight. I am loosing sleep over it. I am stressing to the point where I simply must have a heart attack soon. Should I quit school? Should Igo out and fnd […]

I was determined to get out of town this weekend. I had even written on our calendar next to the front door: “Out of Town”. So, Adolfo made all this noise about taking me out for dinner, but I thought it would be better to get out of town Friday instead of Saturday… I wanted […]

Ergh… I am dreaming a lot lately again. It is so wierd. Last nights first dream was me in a food competition. I find I am dreaming a lot about cooking and food competitions. Last night I had to make a vegetarian dish and I was struggling with each of the factors of a properly […]

In my previous update I forgot to mention that we had a lot of visist from family in that time. Not on Adolfo’s family… as I think I mentioned… but also my cuzin and her handsome hubby were here for dinner. I was thrilled when I found out Raechel was in town and I made […]

Oh it has been a while since I wrote. I have been busy and lazy at the same time. So here is a quick review: Adolfo and I went through a big fight in the middle of August following when his family left. He spent days being as nice as pie, but in the week […]

Money emergency just made it… I ended up borrowing some money from someone I knew aho was kind enough to trust me. Otherwise we are making it okay. I also had a wierd dream the other day and I still wonder about it. I was in my room and it had a large window overlooking […]

Things are really tense right now. Stressing over money. Rent is hanging in the balance and it feels like it is driving a wedge between Adolfo and I. On the other hand, I lost 11 lbs and am working on the other 30. Argh!