Today (Sunday) was my Friday from work. This week was tough as I feel my energy changing. As mentioned previously, I am currently doing something for work that I am not enjoying. I am miserable over the sttitudes of some people while I absolutely love some of the other people I am working with. I […]

Today was another day that I found very difficult. My mind was outside of myself through the first half of it, though I struggled to stay focused at work. I told a co-worker how much I appreciated him and he really seemed warmed by it. I have thoughts of being able to be very open […]

OMG! Moved but not unpacked….completely anyway! This apartment is considerable more smaller than our last. Still two bedroom, still two bath… but MAYBE 25% of the storage space. Going to work today was painful. I am not suited for this job and I know it. The spirits are telling me to leave when I can […]

ugh! I have not been updating this. Instead I grouse at Allan, Keith, or Emily. (Who’s Emily??? See me on Frienster and her, too). Anyway, I woke up this morning stressing my balls off. All of my work clothes were missing and I could not account for them. I last wore them on Tuesday, where […]

I’ve been a little bizzy this week with stuff… my best bud from ghigh school came to visit this week from California. He lives in Visalia now and is a Sherriff out there… Anyway, they arrived and we planned on spending a lot of time together and we did. Life was also deminding my time […]

Looks like I might stay with the Venetian for a little while. I was thinking I might not stay past my probation period, but I decided to stay still for a little while and try and save some money. I am wondering what the next step is???? Anyway, I was sure I would just up […]

I graduated from school last week and I have to say that I am feeling a little relieved. Now I am also looking at a bachelor program that starts on 3/29… but I may need to wait until the next round of classes starts. University of Phoenix???? What do yuo think? Adolfo gave me a […]

No… I am still alive. so, I have been busy …. so much so that I have had no time for myself AT ALL! School is coming to a conclusion this quarter and graduation is this Wednesday. My mom, step daddy, step-auntie, Adolfo, Sai, and I will be at a private dinner celebrating the graduation. […]

Adolfo and I have been fighting a lot lately and largely I feel he has been more an antagonist and I have been a little sensative. I read my horoscope on www.astrologyzone.com and my compatability with him and was highly discouraged. I like that site because it provides some interesting views from an astrological POV. […]

Time seems to be moving faster than last year … it is as if I was celebrating Christmas yesterday. New Year’s went by in a flash as well. My last entry has me bitching and whining about my birthday. It was not completely horrible, just me. I was in a mood all day long. On […]