In the process of coming to terms with a lot of things, I feel this huge shadow coming over me. As the world darkens I feel like there is a short row of brightly lit passages ahead. Which one shall I pass through? I have been struggling with work since February when I was laid […]

FROM SPANKY’S VILLAGE WEB SITE: A BM CAMP COMMUNITYKeep in mind that if you are camping in a group situation, some of these items may be provided by the camp, so check with camp leaders to ensure that you are not duplicating items unnecessarily Things specific to SWB:Master/Dominatirx/Slave costume (if ya wanna)Elegant bartending costume (if […]

See more pictures here Chowderstock was amazing and I am so glad it all went well. I have yet to see any pictures of me and my little costume for the night. Some guy says… ‘that guy looks so gay’… I wanted to say… well, duh! It was interesting and I will show it if […]

IF ANYONE is reading this at all… how do you like the changes? I am not completely finished yet. I want to add a menu at the top. Meanwhile, Most of my web sites are now updated and all that leaves are my dad’s and my cooking sites. I just finished one for a local […]

This was a pretty interesting cap to a week that was full of stress and frustration. I was in school all Saturday then went to the gym where I ended up in the center of drama. Well, at the beginning of Yoga they made everyone leave the gym because there was a fire upstairs. I […]

School is finished for the quarter and just working… I am trying to accomplish a few things during this time from school. I have a cooking gig for Christmas again and I am hashing out the menu. should have finished it today… I have an idea. Missing Adolfo a lot, but it might just be […]

Last night I was cooking for the same client I have for the last 3 years. It was a nice! Adolfo came and helped me on this occasion. This is the second time Adolfo came and assisted and it was awesome. I was trying to play it cool in case they were wierded out over […]

I have been very busy with school and it is hard to believe, but I am very close to finals for this quarter. I am also happy that there is no school until Jan 8th so that means I’ll have about 3 weeks of time to get caught up on movies and work out more. […]

So… Terry e-mail me the other day and he offers me some advice… offers but not really. He gives it anyway and I take it. He says I am bitching about something I can control by looking at the whole situation differently and making an effort to see the brighter side of the whole thingy. […]