So, I am at the gym today and there is this guy… just kidding. I am constantly running out of time and getting nothing out of it. I believe I have also decided to stay in Vegas a little longer. Looks like we will be here another year. Another long long long long year. Mom […]

Been busy here as usual… we had guests visiting from L.A. and NYC over the last two weeks who hung out even though we were barely home. Kaidy was here and he really clicked with Adolfo… which I was surprised about. Adolfo tends to be jelous and bitchy toward people with whom I have a […]

So, this has been a goofy week. Kaidy came in from L.A. and stayed with us a few days. He is a sweetheart!!!! He has never met Adolfo before and they got on very well. Kaidy and I were “involved” in back in the day and Adolfo handled all that well enough. Another couple we […]

Today was a rough day… not bad. Just a little rough. I could feel some seriously bad energy floating around me all day. It was as if I was attracting negative energy from other people al the while. I had negative interaction with people everywhere until I just chilled. When I do not eat my […]

Got a nice e-mail from Allan today. Got an annoying e-mail from Keith, too. He was responding to my e-mail to him and basically made excuses for it all. Whatever. I think this is a good thing, in a way, that I can see people in a different light. There are a lot of people […]

I am getting ready for bed. I did not sleep so well last night, so I am looking forward to it. I have these wierd dreams from time to time about work-related things. Last night I kept dreaming that I had to produce carmelized nut tarts in huge amounts and could not keep up. The […]

uhm… tomorrow is my birthday and I could get through it not really worrying about it at all. I am turing 40. 4 (four) 0 (zero)… I am officially gay-dead. I am the old troll smiling through yellow teeth, unkept hair and wearing polyester. oi vay… I did, however, get a neat cake from work! […]

Earlier today I considered what I would write in my diary tonight, because I have been really struggling with the path of life I am on… again. I am definitely on a road with dual personalities! The light is not guiding me clearly… in other words… there is no clear compass sending me in one […]

I have to go back to work tomorrow after my weekend. Today is my Sunday, so it is the end of my weekend obviously. This was a tough one! It’s also a week from Christmas… if you can believe that one. I think Adolfo’s sister is due in in a couple days; which I am […]

Fallah-lah-lah-lahhhhh Humbug. Well, it is getting closer to Christmas. I am not sure when hannakah begins… but I am still uninspired. The house here looks really nice with the x-mas deco crap we have posted all over the place. It’s not over-done… it does look good. As far as gift giving is concerned, we have […]