eyes wide shut

Life is so fucking bizarre. There is an ancient belief that the people in our lives are there for a reason. Each of us has something we can learn from the person next to us. If we’re open to those lessons it could mean several things: you become a wiser being, you become a more […]

Long Winded….

Allergy season is totaly kicking my ass and I have made my own cocktail of pills to fight it. I take Claritin-D and one of the Pink Pills at the same time. The Claritin wires me and the pink stuff mellows… so together I am even-steven. I worried at first that I was going to […]

Schtuffffffffffffff….

OMFG is it March already. What the hell happen???? It seems Feb went by so fast… we’re almost a 1/4 of the year into 2006. Well, as it turns out I have been spending a sickening amount of time on www.Myspace.com/[redacted] connecting with people and chatting and stuff. Terry, check out “austin”, he is someone […]

Look at my Chest

A couple weeks ago I mentioned a project I did. I build the top half of this cabinet set, but I decided afterward I did not really care for it much. So, it is going to be recycled into something a little more presentable. I spent a lot of time and money on this silly […]

February Madness!!!!

I get so caught up in shit sometimes that I neglect this diary. I feel lik e nobody is reading it anymore and that I am dumping my words and expressions into nothing… it’s frustrating. I want people to read it… call me stupid… make comments… and relate. Since the begining of the month I […]

Daydreaming

At work again and am looking forward to getting through Feb successfully. This is going to be a busy month, I think. We are taking a small vacation, Adolfo’s birthday, Mom is visiting again… I was supposed to move to Seattle. I had thought that I would move to Seattle on/about the 20th and look […]

Business and Getting the Business

I am sick as hell… it all started the other day. I went to a party with Adolfo saying goodbye to his manager; she was a really cool chick. Anyway, this hot guy who works with Adolfo was sick and then… look what I got. At least if I got this hot guy’s cold/flu I […]

Bored and Nothing to Say

Today is my Thursday and tomorrow I am going to be very busy with work because there is a special deal going on here that will last me all night long. I will be busy and my contributions to the site, my diary, and my prowling of gay.com will be sorely restricted. I may not […]

a queer day

This has been sorta a wierd couple days. Yesterday I was in a funny mood. I doubt it was because I knew it was Friday the 13th, but overall the day was … queer. I was in a mood all night and chatted on gay.com (screen name: scotters) through most of the night and talked […]

It’s my Burthday

In the final minutes of my birthday I am slowly winding down… but since I just started my workshift… I cannot afford to wind down too far! I’m tired. Earlied through mostof the day I was feeling quite depressed. But a few little things of note happened that made me look up and realize the […]