My first day back to work was… just another day. It was somewhat uneventful and boring as usual. I am starting to see that I will not achieve anything as long as I stay where I am… I suppose I knew that coming in. But, where do I go next?

 

I talked to Jean today (Kieth’s mom) and she asked me the very question. Her son Keith is finding some success and her daughter (Karen) is also making achievements. These are great things. I am … well, collecting a check.

 

ARGH!!! I know there are so many things I should/need to be doing to better myseflf but I am stuck in some box. I feel like I am caught in a hole and just can’t reach the top or pull myself out. I can JUST see sunlight and nothing else. This sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!