This has been a nutty month. I drove off to see my dad on Wednesday in California and help him iwth a new computer he bought. It’s been a couple months since he had it and managed to get all kinds of crap on it he did not need. It was pretty cool seeing him.
My dad always favored my sister Lynn growing up and to some degree, so did my mom. It’s not imaginary or anything like that, just a fact I am content with at this stage of my life. There is so much history that I shall not bore you with.
So when I fired up his PC of course I see his WallPaper is a giant picture of him and her. ah… yeah. I pointed at it and gave my Dad so much shit about it. Walk through the house and see if you can find a single picture of me… but there are a few of her and my BEAUTIFUL nephews and neice. Who’s the favorite?
Imagine that crap I felt like as a teenager and stuff. I can say TODAY that I’m over it and mature enough to except the reality of it, but I have also seen the way my sister has acted over the years. I get reports from them all the times on the kids and I can’t help but think how everyday she was blessed with these fantastic kids.
It’s my understanding that my sister has told her kids that she had no brother. Her and I had a heated fight about 20 years ago which she tried to exaggerate to my parents, thankfully I do not think they believed her. She said some crap I can;t even remember which was a lie.
IT SUCKS! I would have loved to be the good uncle. I latch on to other peoples kids and give gifts and attention I should be able to give them. SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS! SUCKS!
Oh, and my clutch crapped on my truck and it cost US 1600$ Damn, that could have paid off my truck! Argh!
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