it may not be worth bitching too much about. as usual i am pissed off at adolfo and i am about at the end of my rope with him. i find myself completely tired of his negative attitude toward anything. seriously, a week before our 5 year anniversary… i am ready to call it quits. i am just so completely finished… my heart broke a while back and my feelings have been stretched.
i love him, but i am not ‘in-love’ anymore. it’s hard to accept that idea, but someone asked me that today and i am being forced to think about it or real… my parents will never understand why i feel this way. i know my mom thinks i’m nuts anyway.
i’m just tired of it