I am thinking aboutmy last entry. It sounded a little bitchy moany. Though I care a little if someone’s nose got out of joint for it, I was just venting.

I have decided I have to search for the positive side of living here and there are aspects. Sometimes I feel like killing Allan for getting me here…though he did nto have a gun to my head.

Ugh… I want to do something with my life. I am waffling again, Gary! I told Ken in the Bahamas that I need some inspiration. There is a cooking school I want to go to in China that is interesting… but I am looking into other things too.

In case some of you did not hear, I am sure I lost out on the Seattle gig I was looking into. The guy seems kinda cool, so who knows what the future holds?